On a Personal Note

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I wander through this life trying to put together the pieces of the puzzle that I find along the way. I still can't see the picture, but I know it is there. I know somewhere inside of me is the person I was supposed to be before life came along and left me lost and confused. There were dreams, they were there once, before I let life get in the way. I will find them, if I do nothing else in this life, I will find my dreams again.

Interests

I like real people as opposed to fakes, I prefer fantasy novels to reality, I like hot baths, warm hugs, cool days and cold drinks, I prefer volunteer work to money motivation, and I prefer dogs to cats. I believe in spirituality, I oppose religion. Spirituality unifies the individual, religion divides the race. I am essentially a dork, with a love of all things geeky and uncool. I've been a writer all of my life, there is a rhythm to words that I am in love with, a power in words that fascinates me. The ability to make people feel specific emotions through nothing more than a few carefully chosen words is one of my greatest joys in life.

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08/25/09

Permalink 12:21:44 pm, by Ayngel Email , 255 words, 1662 views   English (US)
Categories: Personal

Not feeling well

Seems an ongoing medical issue had rared its head again. After a year the doctors have it narrowed down to:

A ) possible endometriosis. :oops:
B ) my hip out of place. :-/
C )ruptured cysts :'(
D ) all of the above |-|

or the ever popular

E) Duh, we dunno, let's try THIS pill. 88|

Actually it looks like a combination of all of the above, and all in the same small quadrant of my body. Seems most likely endometriosis is implanting on nerves and ligaments because (ahem) they've let it go way to long without treatment. In short it hurts like hell, the pain has spread now from my right hip to my shoulder, and down my right leg. Kinda like a mild Charley horse that wont quit.

I'm trying to schedule laproscopy so we can end this but I also really want to make Giant 100 at Squidoo by the deadline. The problem is I'm on pain meds and major muscle relaxers and can't stay awake for too long at a time.

So... please don't think I don't love ya if I haven't said much in awhile, I'm just really, really out of it. I'll be fine, it's nothing serious, I've had enough CATscans, ultrasounds, and X-rays to rule out anything serious.

So please, please, please don't think I've forgotten you or lost my commitment to the cause, I'm still here... sleeping, drooling, and writing when I can. I'll be back and fixed up soon...

Okay have to add DO NOT, I repeat DO NOT worry!

05/30/09

Permalink 12:19:12 am, by Ayngel Email , 38 words, 1703 views   English (US)
Categories: Parenting

Good News

My Brookie is coming home, My Brookie is coming home, My Brookie is coming home, Yay life! My Brookie is coming home. I pick her up on the 16th!

Okay you can return to your regularly scheduled program...

Tags: joy

04/22/09

Permalink 07:02:48 am, by Ayngel Email , 0 words, 805 views   English (US)
Categories: Just For Fun

More Sqid art...

squid giant banner

Squid Blue Oh

squid orange oh

Permalink 04:29:40 am, by Ayngel Email , 6 words, 520 views   English (US)
Categories: Just For Fun

New Blue Squid

Some Squidoo graphics just for fun

blue squid

blue blue squid

Squid Angel

Squid Angel Blessed

04/07/09

Permalink 10:35:33 pm, by Ayngel Email , 45 words, 800 views   English (US)
Categories: Just For Fun

New Squid Evolution for Squidoo

Second Set... hopefully cuter!!!

new baby squid New Baby Squid

New Squid Angel New Squid Angel

New Giant Squid New Giant Squid

If you would like to use any of the graphics, please do. All I ask is a link to my Squidoo profile and that you drop me a note in my email.

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